Unexpected Gratitude

As Thanksgiving approaches, I’ve been reflecting not just on what I’m grateful for, but also on the unexpected paths life has taken me down. It’s easy to focus on the positives, but I also want to honor the twists and turns—both highs and lows—that have shaped where I am today.

If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that life doesn’t always go as planned.

What feels like a failure can actually lead you to some of the best things in your life. My guides are quick to remind me that it's never a failure, but rather a learning experience.

“Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.” – Dalai Lama

This quote resonates with me. Life often doesn’t unfold the way we expect it to, and as someone who is probably juggling multiple things, I know you can relate to that, too. What feels like a setback can open doors to something even better eventually.

Bombing an interview for my dream teaching job, calling off a wedding, or closing a business that wasn’t working out—none of these were things I would have chosen. They were tough at the time, but looking back, I can see how each of these experiences led to new opportunities and helped me grow in ways I never expected.

Sometimes, life gives us exactly what we need—even when it doesn’t feel that way in the moment.

Now, as I step into my work with Akashic Records and mediumship, I see how every challenge and redirection is shaping me into a new version of myself. There are times when I think about going back to what’s easier, but I remind myself to pause and consider what might lie on the other side of something that feels hard, uncomfortable, or challenging.

I use this quote as a mantra to remind me to keep on going:

You didn’t come this far to only come this far

As we enter this holiday season, I’m deeply grateful for the unexpected lessons, people, and paths that have brought me to where I am in life.

This Thanksgiving week, I’d love to hear:

What unexpected turns have shaped your journey? What are you grateful for that you didn’t notice at first?

Remember, every step you take is part of your beautiful journey. You've got this!

Happy Thanksgiving!

Unwavering Dreams

When I was a little girl, a basement space became my very own classroom. My parents crafted a makeshift school with a large chalkboard, colored chalk, two small desks and workbooks. I loved playing teacher, imagining a classroom filled with students, all ready to listen. From then on, I dreamed of becoming a real teacher someday.

Fast forward about 45 years to this past weekend, when my college roommates and I met up together. As we sat poring over photo albums for hours, reminiscing about old times, Barb, now a respected school principal, teased, "You won't believe the story I share with my teachers during workshops!"

I wondered what funny college time she could possibly be sharing about me.

"It's that unforgettable interview you had with Dorothy at the very end of senior year," Barb recalled.

I could feel the memories flooding back. Oh, yes, I remember it vividly. It was a second interview for a job in a dream school district, the place I longed to be. But when Dorothy, the interviewer, asked the crucial question of how to teach a kindergartener to read, all of a sudden I found myself flustered and overwhelmed. Words stumbled out of my mouth, and I could tell by Dorothy's expression that I hadn't given her the answer she had hoped for.

Leaving that interview room, my spirits crashed, and I felt dejected. All that hard work in college and dreams of becoming a teacher over the years, and there I was, feeling like I had failed miserably.

Doubts crept in. Was teaching really the right path for me? Did I even have the necessary skills?

Unfortunately, my suspicions of how the interview went were confirmed when the call for that position never came. The teaching job market was fiercely competitive at that time, and I began to wonder if my dream of becoming a teacher would ever come true.

However, just when I least expected it, life took a serendipitous turn. A college friend came through with a lead in a different district. Two months later, I found myself landing an incredible teaching position in a fantastic school. The first year had its challenges and often tested me. But it marked the beginning of a long, fulfilling career working with students.

After I married, had kids of my own and ventured beyond my own classroom, I began substitute teaching in various schools and even spent a few years in the world of online teaching, connecting with hundreds of students from different countries. I didn't mind settling into my online classroom before the sun rose because it brought me so much happiness to see them learn, laugh and grow.

Throughout my journey, I've had heartwarming experiences that proved I'm doing what truly matters to me - making a positive impact on others. For instance, while substituting in a nearby high school last year, students recognized me from their elementary days, and their smiles and memories made me so happy.

Just yesterday, I received a touching message from a student in China, expressing how much they missed me and our classes together. It's truly indescribable to know that I've touched lives even from thousands of miles away.

Now that I'm realizing another dream of being a spiritual practitioner for others, I see how my journey as a teacher has beautifully intertwined with my spiritual path. It's become clear that I should never let any one incident deter me from moving forward and continuing to help others on their life paths. I sometimes think what might have happened if I let that one unfortunate interview with Dorothy turn me away from pursuing my dream, and am so grateful that it didn't.

Sometimes the uncertainty and challenges along the way have been very hard. But I've realized it’s so important to trust every experience and remember that my puzzle piece may not fit in the spot I hope or expect it will, but someday it will end up in the right spot.

Staying true to ourselves and our aspirations can lead us to unexpected and beautiful places.

Because we'll all have a "Dorothy Interview" in our way sometime, but the important thing is not to let it stop us.

Reflecting on my path from a little girl playing teacher in the basement to a spiritual practitioner now, I can say the twists and turns were all worth it.

So, when you face your own "Dorothy Interview" moment, remember this: if you really want something, don't let one bad event or something someone says get in your way.

Trust the process, as hard as it might be, and just keep going.

A Winning Failure

"We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.” – Joseph Campbell

Most people think there’s absolutely nothing good about being rejected, but the truth is things can work out for the best because of it.

It reminds me of when I was in high school. Everyone always says the third time’s a charm.

Seeing the crowd of teen girls huddled together in front of the P.E. office, some excitedly hugging one another, others walking solemnly away, I weave my way to the front, palms sweating and butterflies in my stomach. My heart is pounding all the way up to my throat.

“Please, Please,” I’m pleading under my breath. Two years ago getting in would just mean dancing and being a part of the fun “in” crowd, but now it would also prove my hard work had paid off.

My heartbeat starts racing faster, but my breath freezes.

Up and down, I’m carefully scanning names over and over.

Mine is missing.

Quickly wiping away tears that appear out of nowhere, I go look for my friends. My cheeks grow hotter from pangs of embarrassment because, yet again, I didn’t make the cut.

That day I found it hurts so much when effort isn’t rewarded, whether it’s making this team or later on in life when I didn't get a job offer after the interview. I learned that sometimes persistence doesn’t pay off, and that practice may not make perfect in the eyes of others.

It’s lousy every time.

But many years later, when I tell my spiritual friend about my “Tryout Saga,” she reasons you get rejected sometimes because it isn’t for your highest good and your life journey is meant to go a different way.

It sounds far-fetched, but as she speaks, flashes of memories come to mind of friends, clubs, people, and wonderful life events which happened when things didn’t pan out the way I’d hoped.

They only happened because I didn’t get my wish.

Those alternate experiences created the life I have now and I’m so grateful.

In the end, I learned a rejection can lead you on a different path that takes you to the best things that happen in your life.

And I call that a winning failure.